xwrenx

i made this new one, because i pretty much disliked everyone that was reading my old one. not everyone. but a lot of people. and instead of just deleting them from my friends, i decided i needed to make a new one. i need a lot of new things in my life.
i realized the other day, once again. maybe the third time this year, that i do not like who i am becoming. i really think that there is some great evil force at work trying to drive me into becoming a horrible human being so that i hate myself so much, that ill just commit suicide, and oh god im rambling.
never mind
i dont like myself.
im going to change it.

so heres my new livejournal.
i hope you fucking enjoy it.